I might just be getting somewhere when it comes to my future, find a passion.

Music.

I feel stupid for not seeing this before, but it’s something I’ve always had an affinity for music. I love music. Why not, y’know? It feels right. It’s something I’m very much interested in. I’m not completely latched on to it yet for realistic reasons. The questioned begged to be asked. How would I utilize music into a career? Would I play professionally? The big one: Am I good enough?  

The instrument I would think of playing would be the violin. Now I’ve been playing for five years, although I haven’t had any lessons, but, both my teachers from middle school and high school have told me if I had gotten lessons I could be so much better. It makes me wonder, y’know? Next year I’ll be able to take orchestra again, and if so, I could take lessons and see how much I progress. If it gets to where I feel I’m good enough, I might go to school for it, who knows? I’d like to be able to sing, but I’ve never taken choir and don’t know much about singing, just that I like it.

So, we’ll see how that goes. Of course, I’m still going to research this sh*+. I like the idea of going to Berklee College of Music…but that’s expensive. I’ve been tumbling the tag, interesting stuff, looks fun. I haven’t looked at other schools yet, but I’ll get there.

Other than that, I think I’ve had a good Christmas break. School’s tomorrow, on a Thursday. I didn’t do much. I’m just tired now and waking up tomorrow is going to be such a drag. For now though, I’m going to read the rest of The Perks of Being a Wallflower, which, by the way, is a really good read.