..to deal with things one step at a time. It’s hard when things are just thrown at you though. I have to get a job to help out my family. I have to decide whether or not I want to stay in IB. I’m always stressed and tired. IB gives me no time. I’m fighting depression..that’s something I never want to go back to. Life…so hard. I mean that in the literal way. I’m thinking about my future and the present at the same time so everything is so gosh darn conflicting. I’m afraid of what I want. I acknowledge that, yet.. I’m not really trying to fix it.

It’s decision-making time.

• I’m going to try and push through IB until the end of the year.  
• I will apply for a job sometime tonight.
• Sidenote: I really need to understand Physics and HOA.